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Friday, March 17, 2006
Feelings of Loneliness
I know a few people who might think that by writing the following post is petty or foolish but I can't handle it!

A good friend, Miss Cosmo, figured out that there was something wrong with me! I wasn't surprised that she could tell that there was something wrong because I know that she is very observant as well as a good judge of character!

I'm sitting here alone and the only thing I can think of is the loneliness I feel within myself! A month and 5 days from now will be the day I met D for the first time! She showed me the meaning of love and the essence of a relationship, and for that I will be forever grateful!

I remember the times D and I had together and they bring me a lot of joy and happiness. Despite not being with her anymore, I am glad she is still my friend! I owe her a lot for teaching me what I know so far! Thanks hun!

Thanking D is not the reason why I wanted to write this post! The reason for writing this post is the fact that I'm lonely! The fact that I miss not being in a relationship! I'm surrounded by people who like me and those who love me and I am thankful for all that but I feel a void in my life! The void of not having someone to love, someone to complete me, someone to spoil, or even someone to embrace!

I greatly enjoyed the times I had doing them and I feel like I want to do them again! I hope that one day, soon, I would be able to go through those emotions and fall in love! I miss being in a relationship!

Thanks again D!

Posted by The Stallion @ 9:01 PM  
25 Comments:
  • At March 17, 2006 10:10 PM, Blogger Caffeinated said…

    You could get into a relationship as quickly as tomorrow. But you choose not to.

    Instead, you are waiting for that one that deserves your affection. That is what makes your loneliness a noble one.

    You will find that someone, but she needs to be right enough to deserve your love.

    Best of luck to you, Stallion !!!

    PS- On a lighter note, if all else fails, go to the skating rink!

     
  • At March 17, 2006 10:16 PM, Blogger The Stallion said…

    Caff: I wish that someone would come into my life somtime soon! As for the skating rink, you must be f-ing kidding me! :oP

     
  • At March 17, 2006 10:41 PM, Blogger Beyond Q8iya said…

    stallion stallion stallion...

    good things happen to those who wait.. ur getting a hell of a good thing i promise.. inshala INSHALA soon..

    what is the most important element in the girl of ur dreams?

    I know u have met many ppl bu the key question is why havent u clicked with any of them..

    Good luck, u deserve the very best

     
  • At March 17, 2006 10:41 PM, Blogger nibaq said…

    You need a pet or a hobby.

    Maybe some physical activity.. want to join the Kuwait Curling Team? We can hang out in the ice skating rink and scream faster, left, right and YES to each other.

     
  • At March 17, 2006 10:46 PM, Blogger The Stallion said…

    Beyond Q8iya: I don't know why there isn't a click! All I know is that I really want to feel something for someone but when will I feel it?!?! :o(

    Nibaq: Can't have pets even though I want a dog badly! Have so many hobbies but I'll be honest and say, I can't afford them! As for physical activity there is no motivation at all plus I wouldn't want to spend anytime at Kuwait's Skating Rink with the crowd I saw there last time! Wouldn't mind going if the whole place was just for us or going at a time where no one will be there!

     
  • At March 18, 2006 1:01 AM, Blogger Jacqui said…

    It's nice though to see the male's side of a breakup. Usually one has the stereotype that all men get up after a relationship and decide to get jiggy with the next thing that walks into their view.

    I admire you for the courage it must have took to write this post.

     
  • At March 18, 2006 1:52 AM, Blogger Rampurple said…

    stallion... something i can personally tell u from experience... love will come again, when u least expect it. just like caff said... u just had to make sure she deserves your love.

    *hugs*

     
  • At March 18, 2006 1:55 AM, Blogger D said…

    D whooooooooo!!! meee??

     
  • At March 18, 2006 5:45 AM, Blogger The Stallion said…

    Jacqui: Thanks for your admiration but there was a line that was said in a movie called Diary of A Mad Black Woman that emphasized that when a man falls in love he falls hard! That is true! Most toher guys who move on quickly just goes to show you they weren't in love in the first place!

    Ram: True but the void is hard to live with sometimes! Especially if you happen to see lots of love around you and feel happy for others but want it for yourself! I know I should wait! Patiance is a virtue!

    D: Umm I don't think so! The D I'm talking about doesn't use the e-mail address you use! Another thing is that D is in Kuwait! Sorry!

     
  • At March 18, 2006 7:49 AM, Blogger samboose said…

    Stallion, Love is a funny thing.... hard to get over but I'm sure in time that all will be well and you will meet the girl of your dreams. The reason you haven't met her yet is probably because it's not the "right" time. It shall come!!!

    Hang in there!! The good thing is you're surrounded by those who love you, makes the loneliness a little more bareable.

     
  • At March 18, 2006 8:27 AM, Blogger fadibou said…

    Listen Horsey. When you are out of relationship you have to be grateful for the following reasons.
    1. You a good chance of finding an even better than your ex.
    2. Or worse
    3. You can pick anything you want from the menu.
    4. You can look at any flower you like.
    5. You can buy a bike and spend 5 hours with your friends more than once a month.
    6. You can spend more time with your family.
    7. You save on 3 major gifts. Her birthday, Valentine and your anniversary, and if its worse, your wedding.
    8. Your chances of going to thailand to fiddle with the local species are higher.
    9. Morocco is a place to hunt for your next remote relationship.
    10. You can always pity the next guy who is stuck in a relationship and observe for a free lesson.

     
  • At March 18, 2006 8:38 AM, Blogger The Stallion said…

    Samboose: Thanks for the kind words but a person cannot run away from loniness in the privacy of her/his own home! I was ok yesterday till I got home! When I got home, I felt an overwhelming feeling of loneliness that I had to sleep off! Know what I mean?

    Fadibou: Let me go through your list with a point for each one!

    1. Doesn't have to be better, I just want someone who loves me and I love her!
    2. Doesn't have to be worse! Again I just wanna be loved and show love!
    3. I always pick what I want from the menu! My taste is very picky though! That might be a problem!
    4. Looking at flowers is nice but have one is so much nicer!
    5. I don't want a bike and as for hanging out with friends I want a girl who will be willinging to go out and hang out whether it was with my firends or hers!
    6. I spend alot of time with my family and love it but this has nothing to do with them! Actually my mom wants to get me married!
    7. I like buying gifts and giving presents even at random times! I buy gifts for my friends, I give V-day gifts even though I don't have a Valentine, I used to give D a gift every month to express my love to her so I wouldn't mind giving gifts to ensure that the girl knows I still remember the day we met or the day we went out for the first time!
    8. I'm not interested in such things!
    9. I want someone here in Kuwait so I can go out with her, enjoy her company, make her happy, put a smile on her face,... shall I keep going?
    10. No one is ever stuck in a relationship! Actually looking at others who are in a relationship puts a smile on my face seeing them all happy but at the same time and within me tears me up for not being in the state they were in!

     
  • At March 18, 2006 8:44 AM, Blogger Papillona ® said…

    Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.

     
  • At March 18, 2006 8:49 AM, Blogger The Stallion said…

    Papillona: You are so right about love being a mystery, but when it comes to having love in my life, I am extremely glad that it happened! I've always wanted to see what it was like being in a relationship! D was the first one to give me that chance! All the others wanted me to be their "best friend"! I always said that I had "best friend syndrome"! I just want to have love back in my life, but that seems so much to ask for!

     
  • At March 18, 2006 8:56 AM, Blogger Papillona ® said…

    Stallion
    Trust me, I know what you mean. I accept the fact that all I need is love and lots of tender loving care from a man. I don't deny my needs, but because patience is a virtue, I'll just wait for the right moment and the right man. And when it feels right...

     
  • At March 18, 2006 9:01 AM, Blogger The Stallion said…

    Papillona: You are right again, and I know what you mean! I too am waiting for that special someone but I just wanted to express my feelings in hopes that if I do express my feelings then I would let go of someone it! Does that make sense?

     
  • At March 18, 2006 10:09 AM, Blogger Papillona ® said…

    yup, makes sense to me :)

     
  • At March 18, 2006 10:14 AM, Blogger Kthekuwaiti said…

    They say Morocco is nice this time of year.

     
  • At March 18, 2006 10:20 AM, Blogger mosan mosan said…

    get your a self a nice mare she'll keep you bust for a while

     
  • At March 18, 2006 10:26 AM, Blogger Rampurple said…

    i totally understand what you are going through... remember our dinner at casper before I went to beirut?

    ...and nowadays everyone seems to be happy around us... i am happy for all.. but can't wait until i am happy as well... like u said..patience is a virtue

     
  • At March 18, 2006 10:27 AM, Anonymous is7aq said…

    dude... you've got me...and i've got u

    c'mon lets become like sony and cher

    oh and whatever happened to karoekee night

     
  • At March 18, 2006 10:30 AM, Blogger The Stallion said…

    Papillona: :o)

    K the Kuwaiti: Is it now? :oP

    Mosan: Nice ones are rare to find!

    Ram: I remember the talk and I guess everyone is waiting! Especially you and "Jareer"! ;o)

    Is7aq: I've got you babe! :oP Kareoke is ready whenever the groups wants to break out and have a mini American Idol! I guess it is time for another S&M! We'll see what will happen soon inshallah!

     
  • At March 18, 2006 10:42 AM, Blogger Jacqui said…

    It is rare but I like it :P

    So yeah, I hope you actually do find someone in 2006 and be happy :D

     
  • At March 18, 2006 11:03 AM, Blogger The Stallion said…

    Jacqui: I hope everyone who's looking for that special someone will find the one in 2006 and maybe the world can be a little more peaceful!

     
  • At March 18, 2006 12:19 PM, Blogger Jacqui said…

    True True

     
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